11.25.2007

"current" by Austin 'TEE DOTT' Monroe

lies.
pathetic.
full.
empty.
tired.
damn.
fake.
it's interesting to see how we allow people to enter our lives. every exchange, every touch, every interaction, every kiss, every leaving and returning, affects us to some extent. the list that precedes this are things that live in all of us. we fill ourselves with uncertainty. they throw, we catch. we trick ourselves in and out of happiness, consciousness. these are things i see in me. these are things i see in you. and so does everyone else. we've all been predators at one point or another. we've all been prey at one point or another. and we've all been fools. so i stand not in judgment. i just observe. we must start respecting ourselves. we pattern ourselves after fantasy models of people, perfection, completion, happiness, and love. our persons become second to our visions of what a complete self should be. we allow ourselves to be degraded. becoming objects instead of beings. we all need to wake up, myself included, i suppose.

[It reflected my feelings for the day. Well done Mista Monroe]