selfish much?

I've been writing poems and
trying not to remember them
when I'm mad at you.
This poem is hard to write,
the same way you're hard to get
and Difficult to comprehend.
I don't know why you think its as easy
as the flick of a switch
to turn off emotions.
If you don't understand what I just said,
reach for a computer,
load too many programs at one time
and then try to shut it down.
Its not gonna happen, its going to give you the option
to END NOW
but its going to take its time.
I hate for you to pull the plug on me or
push my buttons down until I have no choice but to shut down
even if I'm not ready.
You're so selfish